And then, on the final day, it was time for the faux Underground Railroad. This is the part that no one believes. “No adult would ever do that,” they say. “You can’t be remembering that right.” I am, in fact, remembering it perfectly. The counselors “shackled” us together with jump ropes so we were “like slave families” and then released us into the woods. We were given a map with a route to “freedom” in “the North”, which must have been only three or four hundred feet but felt like much more. Then a counselor on horseback followed ten minutes later, acting as a bounty hunter. Hearing hooves, I crouched being a rock with Jason Baujelais and Sari Brooker, begging them to be quiet so we weren’t caught and “whipped.” I was too young, self-involved, and dissociated to wonder what kind of impact this had on my black classmates. All I knew was that I was miserable. We heard the sound of hooves growing closer and Max Kitnick’s light asthma wheezes from beind an oak tree. “Shut up,” Jason hissed, and I knew we were cooked. When the counselor appeared, Sari started to cry.
And then, on the final day, it was time for the faux Underground Railroad. This is the part that no one believes. “No adult would ever do that,” they say. “You can’t be remembering that right.” I am, in fact, remembering it perfectly. The counselors “shackled” us together with jump ropes so we were “like slave families” and then released us into the woods. We were given a map with a route to “freedom” in “the North”, which must have been only three or four hundred feet but felt like much more. Then a counselor on horseback followed ten minutes later, acting as a bounty hunter. Hearing hooves, I crouched being a rock with Jason Baujelais and Sari Brooker, begging them to be quiet so we weren’t caught and “whipped.” I was too young, self-involved, and dissociated to wonder what kind of impact this had on my black classmates. All I knew was that I was miserable. We heard the sound of hooves growing closer and Max Kitnick’s light asthma wheezes from beind an oak tree. “Shut up,” Jason hissed, and I knew we were cooked. When the counselor appeared, Sari started to cry.
