So now, not only did my best friend leave, but the cheerleaders and their mindless followers assumed I was personally responsible for the petition (which, yeah, I was) and started being openly rude to me – shutting doors in my face, leaving nasty notes on my desk and in my locker, making fun of me when I could obviously hear them.That’s when I started keeping really quiet in class, and finding ways to show the other kids I wasn’t afraid of them – like staring them straight in the eye when they looked at me, taking a step toward them when they talked to me, or walking right up to them and getting their personal space if I heard them say my name. Saying the meanest things I could think of whenever I had the chance – repeating rumors, embellishing them. I found out Kira Conroy had been arrested for shoplifting at the mall, and made sure everyone knew about it. The girl who burped in a boy’s face during her first kiss, the girl who tripped and fell off the stage at the Miss Teen California pageant – I shared those stories the moment I heard them.All’s fair in war, right?Suddenly I wasn’t a nobody anymore.I was a somebody.Somebody everyone was afraid of.
So now, not only did my best friend leave, but the cheerleaders and their mindless followers assumed I was personally responsible for the petition (which, yeah, I was) and started being openly rude to me – shutting doors in my face, leaving nasty notes on my desk and in my locker, making fun of me when I could obviously hear them.That’s when I started keeping really quiet in class, and finding ways to show the other kids I wasn’t afraid of them – like staring them straight in the eye when they looked at me, taking a step toward them when they talked to me, or walking right up to them and getting their personal space if I heard them say my name. Saying the meanest things I could think of whenever I had the chance – repeating rumors, embellishing them. I found out Kira Conroy had been arrested for shoplifting at the mall, and made sure everyone knew about it. The girl who burped in a boy’s face during her first kiss, the girl who tripped and fell off the stage at the Miss Teen California pageant – I shared those stories the moment I heard them.All’s fair in war, right?Suddenly I wasn’t a nobody anymore.I was a somebody.Somebody everyone was afraid of.
